Looking for young photographer and maybe a friend, Nelson – 40

I am a 40 yr old average guy average cock a grower not a shower and I’m no longer self confident I spent many yrs extremely confident and didn’t care I was chubby or about my dick size it was normal and I was never scared to go swimming naked around anybody I had a snow day with my ex and we took pictures together like normal and she spread around my pictures with a tiny micro penis and because I was waxed it’s like a baby’s one so now I’ve had so many of her friends telling me it’s the smallest thing they ever seen and I’ve gotten hairy in places I wasn’t and my self confidence is shot. I’m looking for a couple of young girls/women who like photography of nude men and making videos and can help me make a photo album before and after a full body wax and content of me swimming and making it tiny then watching me make it grow and blowing a big load. I don’t care about your looks I’d prefer girls who are self conscious themselves so I can help you get over it because men don’t care and larger girls don’t know that older men are into them and will fuck them way better. I was always told men masturbating is not hot and girls don’t like it so I want to try make a really high quality sensual morning orgasim and post on OF maybe and I’d like to have girls who are turned on by me naked I’ve been sexually non active for yrs I’m about 6 inches hard and will respect you and won’t try anything unless you are interested and if you are I will teach you so many tricks you will blow every man away. I’m unable to pay but if you want to show it as part of your work I’m ok with it. I’m not ugly and I love the idea of being naked around a couple of young girls taking erotic photos or even a mature woman who thinks she can make me look sexy and erotic making a solo video and a photo album. If your interested msg me I’ll get back to you. I’m currently under the applby bridge my balls are sore I need to cum so bad.